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[May. 16th, 2011|04:26 pm] |
I'm in Spain. I like Spain quite a lot. I've found a tiny little house.
However there is something wrong. I keep thinking these things that I shouldn't be thinking. It's like memories, or dreams I had that I'm only now remembering? I don't know what it means, but I don't like it. I went to the clinic here, but they didn't know what was wrong. I've been told to write down everything I can think of.
I hate being confused. |
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[May. 1st, 2011|09:45 pm] |
I didn't ever think that I'd be all alone in St. Mungoes. No one came to see me. I'm not complaining, I know things are stressful.
But I think I'm going to leave for a while. Don't know where I'm going. Some other country. Catch you all on the flip side. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2011|05:02 pm] |
Last night during the quidditch game, I hurt myself. In fact, I'm at St. Mungoes at the moment because I've messed it up pretty bad. I'm going to miss some games, and maybe be out for the rest of the season. I'm not very happy, that woman just landed on me and slammed me up against one of the walls. I'll probably have to have surgery. They're giving me lots of potions to see if that works, but who knows if it will.
I'm bored, and I'm grumpy and I just feel like crying. I hate feeling this way. What if it's really bad?
Someone cheer me up, tell me something nice. |
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[Apr. 1st, 2011|08:03 pm] |
Happy Birthday twinlies. I hope it's a good one.
In other news: I'm knocked up. I'm not sure how it happened. I mean okay, yeah I know how it happened. But the thing is, is that I'm not sure who the father is. Anyone want the job? Because somehow I don't think the real father wants it. And I could really use someone um.. you know. To be fatherly. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2011|04:13 pm] |
[Private to self]
I don't know what's going on anymore. It seems like there's something stirring, and yet everyone just puts on a brave face. Everyone seems so secretive. No one really talks to me anymore, and sometimes I wonder if I've done something. Did I make the wrong choice in my life? Should I have tried to be a better student and not gone to play Quidditch professionally? Would I actually have a family then? When I was a girl, I thought I'd be married and have kids by this time. It's too dangerous for all of that anyway, isn't it? The Ministry is always getting attacked.
I keep hearing rumors about all sorts of things. How does anyone know what the truth is anymore? It's all confusing, but I swear somewhere my life took a wrong turn and now I'm here. I don't even know if I have friends anymore.
That's the biggest regret of all. I never meant to push anyone away.
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Feels like I should go to Ireland for St. Patrick's Day. I could do with a day of drinking. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2011|01:00 am] |
I don't know why I write in this thing, no one ever responds to it. I feel like I haven't seen my friends or family in ages. What the hell's up with that? Doesn't anyone actually talk to each other anymore? Everyone's so quiet. Or maybe I just ran out of friends. That would certainly suck. Well here, let me introduce myself. I'm Angelina, but everyone calls me Angie. I play Quidditch.
Right so, I woke up outside last night. I sleepwalk. It's kind of awful, and technically I'm supposed to like lock the doors or have someone watch over me. But seeing as how I am terminally single, that's not going to happen. Waking up outside in your underwear sucks. I locked myself out, without my wand. Without anything.
Why do these things always happen to me? |
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[Jan. 29th, 2011|07:13 pm] |
Back to the daily grind. It was nice having those few days off from Quidditch. Now it's back to having practice so very early in the morning. I've been going to bed early for once. So early that I don't really have a chance to have a life anymore. I guess I should be used to this by now. Everyone seems to be having fun, and I'm turning in at 8pm. I need a life. Though I did have a good time drinking with everyone the other night. I wish I could do that more often.
All right so what is everyone up to lately? It feels like I haven't had a chance to catch up with anyone. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2010|06:30 pm] |
I need someone to come Christmas present shopping with me, for some last minute things. I don't really want to go out in all of that rush by myself. I might trampled and then my pretty face might get a bit mangled. We can't have that, can we? Anyone want to come with? Not to mention, I really could go for some kind of coffee somewhere. They always have those nice tasting egg nog or gingerbread ones. I really love them.
I know this is a whole week away, but what is everyone doing for New Years?
And is anyone ever going to actually talk to me on this thing? Or did I buy it for no reason? |
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[Nov. 27th, 2010|04:55 pm] |
You know, it's been awfully busy this time of year. I just mean in general. It's always busy this time of year, but this year it's more than a bit busy. I wonder where everyone is rushing off too, and why it's so important. All anyone cares about is getting somewhere as fast as they can and ignoring everyone else for the most part.
Just makes you wonder where the fire is.
[private to friends]
Right then. Who's missed me? At least one of you should have. |
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